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【忏悔录】思想蜕变让我自毁人生

来源: 安徽国资纪检监察网 阅读次数: 发布时间: 2017-02-07

简历: 赵平,男,汉族,1962年7月出生,安徽铜陵人,研究生学历,1981年8月参加工作,1984年4月加入中国共产党。2013年3月任市委组织部副部长、市委老干部局局长。2017年5月被免去市委组织部副部长、市委老干部局局长职务。


处理结果: 2017年7月,赵平因违反组织纪律、廉洁纪律、生活纪律和国家法律法规等,受到开除党籍、开除公职处分,其涉嫌犯罪问题、线索已移送司法机关依法处理。


wo1962nian7yuechushengzaitonglingshiyianqu,1981nian7yuexuexiaobiyefenpeidaotonglingjichegongchanggongzuo。zoushanggongzuogangweihou,wojijiyaoqiujinbu,1983nian4yue5rirudang。1989niandiaorushiweizuzhibu,2001nianchuzoushangfuxianjilingdaogangwei,zaixianjilingdaogangweigongzuoda17nianzhijiu。


wodaoshizishanquweizuzhiburenbuzhangshi,muqinduiwoshuo,“wozaihuijigangweigongzuosanshiduonian,meiyoutanwuyifenqian。tuixiushi,shengcaizhengtinghaijiwofalerongyuzhengshu。niyaoxiangwoyiyang!”wodangshibiananxiajuexin,laojimuqindehua,nulizuoyiminghaoganbu。


ranerhoulai,youyushichangjingjifumianyingxiangheqitayuanyin,wodesixiangkaishizaibuzhibujuezhongbianhuahuapo。dangshifashengleyijianrangwochudonghenshendeshiqing: quweizhunbeituijianwoweiquchangwufuquzhangrenxuan,danzaiyanjiushi,yourenshuowomeiganguojingjigongzuo,duijingjigongzuobudong。dangwotingdaohou,xinlibufuzheikouqi,juexinyaozhudongcanyujingjihuodong。bujiu,qulipaiwodaozhejiangzhaoshang,wozaizhejiangzhaoshangkaochashifaxian,neilixuduoxianquganbujialidouyouzijidegongsi。woduitamendezuofazantanbuyi,henxiangyoujihuichangshiyixia。henkuai,dangwodezhiqinqimenzhunbeichengliqicheyunshufuwugongsishi,wojiujilidongyuantamenbagongsifangzaishizishanqu,jijiweitamenchuangbangongsipaoqianpaohou,bingchengweigongsichuangshirenzhiyi。woweixiangfabianchengxianshiergaoxing。


2006nianqianhou,wokaishixiangduomingsiyingqiyezhu“jiekuan”goufang,cong2006niandao2009nian4nianjian,woxianhouzaitongling、huangshantouzigoufang5tao。


2009niandi,wodiaorenshiweitongzhanbufubuzhang、shigongshangliandangzushuji,zoushangzhengxianjilingdaogangwei,chengweidanwei“yibashou”。zhengshizaizheiqijian,woduiyixieqiyejiachuzehaoche,ruzehaozhai,shenghuofengfuduocaigandaoshifenxianmuxiangwang,xinshangtamenshenghuoneirongheshenghuofangshi。jiegongzuozhiji,wojiejiaoleyixieqiyejiapengyou,yutamenchangzaiyiqichifan、hecha、yule、jianshendeng。shijianyizhang,woyutamenchengxiongdaodi,rongweiyiti。fengnianguojie,tamenjiwosonghongbao、gouwuka、yanjiuchadeng。gangkaishi,woduihongbaobijiaoguji,zonggandaobutashi,zaitantebuan、danjingshoupazhongshouxia。jiuerjiuzhi,yejiushoudexinanlidele。


2010nianqianhou,zaituijinquanshi“fangxinzaocan”gongchengzhong,jieshileh,houlaizhubuyanbianfazhanweiqingrenguanxi。zheizhongyibianwanquanweibeilezijideliangxinhechuzhong。zuoweidangyuanlingdaoganbu,wowangjilezijiyoujiayoushi,wangjileshehuigongde、jiatingmeide,wangjiledangdejilv,wangjilefalvfagui,zuochuzheizhongshangtianhailideshi,houhuibuyi,shenyiweichi,wudizirong。dangwoyuhyihuaweiqingrenguanxihou,jiuweiqingsuolei。wobuduandiliyonggongzhiyingxiangheshouzhongquanli,weitashenqingzhengfuzhengcexingzijinbuzhu、rongzidaikuan、qiyejianxianghujiekuan、kaizhanyewu、tuixiaochanpindengtigongbangzhu。wosuigandaozheiyangxiaquwuyiyuziqumiewang,cengjingxianggaibianzheizhongjumian,danzhongyinyimaicuoneiyibu,zhinengshouzhiyuren,tingqibaibu,bunengziba。


dangdeshibadazhihou,zuzhishangshixingdangyuanlingdaoganbugerenzhongdashixiangbaogaozhiduyilai,wozaibaogaogerenzhongdashixiangshimeiyoujiangyifumumingyiheyuqinqigongtonggoumaideduotaofangchanxiangzuzhishangrushibaogao,yanzhongweifanledangdejilv。zheishiduidangbuzhongchengdebiaoxian,duici,woshenbiaochanhui。weishenmemeiyourushibaogaoquanbuzhenshiqingkuang,zhuyaoshidanxinbaogaohou,zuzhishanghuifaxianwo“jieqian”chaofangmoulideshishi,pazuizhonghuishoudaozuzhishangyanlichuli。


wozaishenchashinei,duizijisuofancuowujinxinglerenzhendifansi,shenqiegandaozuiduibuqideshidangzuzhizheimeduonianlaiduiwodexinren、jiaoyuhepeiyang。wonengyongyouxianzaideyiqiedoushidangzuzhijiyude,dangduiwoguanhuaibeizhi,woqueduidangbuzhongbucheng;kuiduiguanxinbangzhuguowodegejilingdaohetongshi;kuiduishengwoyangwodefumu;kuiduiqizi、erzi。


tongdingsitong,weishenmewohuicongyimingdangyuanlingdaoganbutuibianchengweifanxiazheimeduoyanzhongcuowudefubaifenzini?jiuqiyuanyinzhuyaoyou:


一、没有把好权力关、金钱关、女人关,“三关”尽失是我走上错误道路的关键


shouxianshimeiyoubahaoquanliguan。jiangdangherenminfuyudequanli,weiqinqipengyoujingshangbanqiyetigongfuwuhebangzhu,fanguolai,xiangtamen“jieqian”goufangtouzi。woxianhouxiangqinqipengyoujiekuandajishiwanyuanzhiduo,yongyugoufang、chaofang。youde“jiekuan”yijingshijinianmeiyouguihai。tamenjieqianjiwo,zhuyaoshikanzhongwodegongzhishenfenheshouzhongquanli,haixiangliyongwodegongzhishenfenheyingxiang,weitamenjinhouzuoshitigongfangbian,wojiushiliyongzheigexinli,zhangqizhanyongsuo“jie”zhikuan,eyituoqianjiekuanbuhai,zheishijishangshiwocuowuquanliguanzaijingjishangtandewuyandejutibiaoxian。


qicishimeiyoubahaojinqianguan。zaijinqiankaoyanmianqian,wohaowuzizhili、dikangli,xiangfangshefayiquanhuanqian,yiquanshengqian,duociliyongshouzhongquanlishoushoutarenhongbaohegouwuka,zuizhongtashanglefanzuizhilu。


zaicishimeiyoubahaonvrenguan。zaiweiqiyefuwuguochengzhong,wowangjilezijidezhizeshiming,meiyouzhulaosixiangdaodefangxian,jingbuqinvsedeyinyouhekaoyan,meiyoushouzhudixian,yuhfazhanweiqingrenguanxi,zihuirenshengqiancheng,jiwodejiatingzaochenghuimiexingdaji,jiwodejiarenzaochengzhimingxingcuican。


zuoweishoudangjiaoyu、peiyangduoniandedangyuanlingdaoganbu,woweishenmehuizai“sanguan”kaoyanmianqianguanguanshishou,guigenjiedi,shizijimeiyoushizhonglaogushulizhengquedeshijieguan、renshengguanhejiazhiguan,lixiangxinnianyanzhonghuapo,jilvyishiyanzhongsangshidebiranjieguo;shizijizaizhengzhishangtanxin、jingjishangtanlan、shenghuoshangtantuxiangshoudebiranjieguo;shizijiwangjichuzhong,diudiaobense,tuihuabianzhidebiranjieguo。


二、没有始终做到慎初慎微慎独,行为渐失是我走上错误道路的主要原因


wogangzoushanglingdaogangweishi,hainengbaochididiaozuoren,jinshenzuoshi,jieshenzihao。houlai,jingshoubuzhushichangjingjidekaoyan,sixiangguanniankaishituihua,duizijiyaoqiufangsong,zailianjiewentishangzhujianshishou。


shouxianshimeiyoushenchu。shenchubixushizhong,erwosuiranqianqizuodebijiaohao,danmeiyouzuodaoshenchushizhong。dangwodiyicijiangwsongde2000yuanxianjinmeiyoujishituihaishi,dangshixinlishifenjinzhanghaipa,haishimeiyoushenchu。youlediyici,jiezhejiuyouledierci、disanci……houlai,tanyudequekoubeiyibubudakai。


qicishimeiyoushenwei。wozailingdaogangweiduonian,fengnianguojie,youderendaidiantutechan、yanjiucha、gouwuka、hongbaodenglaibaifang,womeiyouyinqijingjue,kerijiyuelei,wentijiuyanzhongle,xingzhijiubianhuale。


zaicishimeiyoushendu。jiwosongqian、songgouwukaderen,doushizainizhiwozhi,tianzhidizhi,meiyoudisanzhezhidaodeqingkuangxiajinxingde,kanqilaihenanquan,shijishangyaoxiangrenbuzhi,chufeijimowei,zaiduchushiyaoguanhaozijidexingwei,cainengbufancuowu。


三、没有注重家庭家教家风建设,不以身作则是我走上错误道路的催化剂


wocengjingyouguoxuduorenxianmudejiating,danwomeiyouzhongshijiatingjianshe,meiyouyishenzuoze,shijiatingguanxizhubuzoushangbuhexie,fuqizhijianzhangshijianquefagoutong,xianghubuxinren、bulijie、buzhichi,zuizhongfazhanweigehehenshen,gaoqilengduikang。zaihaizijiaoyupeiyangyindaoshang,woyuqizimeiyoudachengyizhi,wochangchangyigongzuomangweijiekou,buzhongshiyuhaizijiaopengyou、goutongganqing。haizizaigaozhongguanjianjieduan,youyuwodexinsimeiyoufangzaijiatingshang,wuxingujitaxuexiqingkuangheqingchunqixinlibianhua,daozhihaizizaizuijiaxuexijieduan,meiyoushixiantazijiderenshenglixiang。xianzaihuixiangzijizaijiazhongmeiyouyishenzuoze,duidaijiatingjiajiaojiafengdetaiduzhenshidacuotecuo,yanshuiwangduliliu,zhiyoukongbeiqie!


四、没有管控好生活圈、朋友圈、社交圈,交友不慎是我走上错误道路的润滑剂


zaishigongshangliangongzuoqijian,wojiejiaoleyipiminyingqiyejiapengyou,congtamenneilixuedaohenduoqiyejingyingzhishihelinian。woweitamenzaishiyeshangdechenggonggandaozihao。tamenyingezhongmudejiwosongqian、songka、songwu,doujiangshichunpengyousirenjiaowang,wojiumeiyouyansurenzhenduidai,zaibuzhibujue、deyiwangxingzhongzoushangleshouhuidedaolu。


zaiyuhjiaowangzhong,wowanquanfangqijingtihefangfanyishi,zijimeiyoubazhudixian,daozhiwozoushanglefubaiduoluodedaolu,huilewodeyishengmingjie,shiwojiatingpolie、qilizisan。


woshi2017nian5yue11rilaishijiweijieshoushenchade,dangwotingdaoduiwoshixingzuzhishenchashi,wodachiyijing,gandaozhenggerenshengxiangchedibengpanyiyang。jieshoushenchashi,wohaiyoudichuqingxu,zaishijiweidiaochazurenyuanjijinaixinqifaxia,woduizijisuofancuowudeyanzhongxing、weihaixingyouleqingxingderenshi。


xianzai,dangwogezheshenchashitielanchuanghu,tingdaowaimianxiaoniaozaiyukuaidichangge、mingjiao,erchuangneidewoquezhinengzaiyijiandoushilitanbaijiaodaicuowu,yuwaijieshiquleyiqielianxi,shiquleziyou。likailezijireaidegongzuogangwei、likailechaoxixiangchudetongshipengyou、likailefumuqinren。zaishenchashili,wozhinengtiantianmianduiqiangbihuiyiwangshi、siguohuiguo。yinweizijisuofancuowu,rangdangdexingxiangmengshoulechiru、rangwocengjinggongzuoguodedanweihetongshipengyoumengshoulechiru、rangwodefumuqinrenmengshoulechiru,zheibeiziwokongpadouwufamibule。wojiangmianlindangjiheguofadeyancheng,wozhidaojinhoushengcundaoluyouduomedejiannan、kanke,danwoyaorenzuifufa、huiguo、gaiguo,zhongxinzuoren。


huiguzijicongyimingdangyuanlingdaoganbutuibianchengweiyimingfubaifenzi,wogandaoshifentongxin,wodejiaoxunheqishizhuyaoyou:


一、党员领导干部一定要不断地树牢正念,净化心灵,防止心存邪念、妄想


dangyuanlingdaoganbuyaoshulaomakesizhuyishijieguan、renshengguan、jiazhiguan,jiandinglixiangxinnian,qieshizuorenmindegongpuheqinwuyuan。ganyutongyiqietequansixianghetequanxingweizuodouzheng,yaobuduandijinghuazijidexinling,fangzhixinshengxienianwangxiang,baochisixiangyongyuanchuncui,xinlingyongyuanganjing。shizhongduidangduishiyeduitongzhiwuxianzhongcheng。yaobaochipinghengxintai,bumangmupanbi,shouzhudixian,ganyuqingpin,wusifengxian。


二、党员领导干部一定要珍惜手中权力,懂得感恩、报恩


dangyuanlingdaoganbuyidingyaoshulizhengquequanliguan,shizhonglaojiyiqiequanlidoushidangherenminfuyude,zijishouzhongquanlizhinengyonglaiquanxinquanyiweirenminfuwu。renhesixinzanianhexienianwangniandouhuidaozhishenbaiminglie、jiaporensandebeijufasheng。renhedangyuanlingdaoganbudouyaoxinhuaiganenzhixin,ganendang;xinhuaibaoenzhiqing,baoenrenmin。weidangherenminzhanghaoquan、yonghaoquan,qiebukeenjiangchoubao,yiquanmousi。


三、党员领导干部一定要重视家庭家教家风建设


jiatingshidangyuanlingdaoganbuganshichuangyedeqihangzhanhejiayouzhan,zhongshijiaqiangjiatingjiajiaojiafengjiansheshidanghaoyiminghegedangyuanlingdaoganbudebiranyaoqiu,meiyouyigewenxinxingfudejiatingshenghuozuozhicheng,dangyuanlingdaoganbuhennanganshichuangye。yinci,dangyuanlingdaoganbuyaoyishenzuoze,jiangjiatingjiafengjianshezuoweizijidebixiuke,xiazhengongfujianshehao,yaoanzhao“sanyansanshi”yaoqiu,bajiatingjingyinghao,bajiajiaojiafengjianshehao。


四、党员领导干部要高度重视管控净化自己的生活圈、朋友圈、社交圈


jinzhuzhechi,jinmozhehei。dangyuanlingdaoganbuzaishehuishangchuyugefangmianguanzhudezhongdian,qishenghuoquan、pengyouquan、shejiaoquanduidangyuanlingdaoganbuyingxiangshiqianyimohuade,shiburonghushide,tongshi,duidangyuanlingdaoganbugerenxingxiangchanshengzhongyaodeyingxiangzuoyong。dangyuanlingdaoganbuyidingyaoguankonghaozijideshenghuoquan,duipengyouquanyidingyaorenzhenshaixuan,xizhikaocha,zeqishanzheerjiao,duidangyuanlingdaoganbugerenchengzhangheganshichuangyedouhuiyoucujinzuoyong。jiaoyoubushen,yekenengdaozhidangyuanlingdaoganbubeifushi、lalong,zoushangbuguizhilu。henduodangyuanlingdaoganbuchuxianwentidouyumeiyouguankonghaoshenghuoquan、yupengyouquanjishejiaoquanbuchunjieyouguan。chentongjiaoxunzhidemeiyiweixianzhidangyuanlingdaoganbujiqu。


jiehezijisuofancuowudechentongjiaoxun,woduizuzhishangyouyixiajidianjianyi:


一、加强对党员领导干部八小时以外监督和检查。组织上可以实行手机电话抽查与个人主动报告相结合的方式进行,确保党员领导干部始终不脱离组织的视野,始终处于组织的监督之下。


二、加强对党员领导干部家庭生活的掌握和监督。党员领导干部的家庭生活在干部全部生活中占有独特重要地位。家庭生活对党员领导干部的生活和工作影响很大。组织上要像建立领导班子定期分析制度那样,对党员领导干部家庭生活进行定期掌握情况,分析状况,及时对党员领导干部提醒其在家庭生活中的问题与不足。要把党员领导干部考核考察扩展到家庭建设中来,拓展党员领导干部社会和家庭生活表现内容。这样就能全面准确地反映党员领导干部真实情况和全貌。


三、要把加强对“一把手”的监管作为领导班子建设的核心。加强与班子“一把手”谈心谈话工作力度。“一把手”在单位监督别人,本单位干部职工要想监督“一把手”比较难,条件有限。因此,加强对单位“一把手”谈心谈话,经常指出他们在工作中不足,听取单位职工对其反映很有必要,可以让“一把手”时刻警醒自己,防微杜渐,防患于未然。


(摘自安徽纪检监察网)